what da heck is he saying?!

Story #1-Last week part of my molar fell out so i had this hole in my mouth but all of the offices were closed cuz of some holiday so i couldnt see a dentist for a whole week. Finally today we went to the dentist and nothing is more frightening than sitting in the dentist chair for starters, not knowing if you're gunna get shots (which im terrified of and yes even tho im 19 i will bawl like a baby. judge me i blame my father) and having 2 people from a different country goin to work in your mouth and constantly talking to eachother and i have no idea what theyre saying. Each time hed talk to the assistant and get new tools my eyes probably looked like golf balls cuz i was so scared and just wanted to know what he was saying! Putting all my trust in these people who i dont know about their schooling or dental practices here haha idk just freaked me out. They didnt numb me either so it was already painful and on top of that i was so tense cuz i didnt know if they were gunna give me shots so every time she reached for a new tool i would get all worked up in my head!! I had a huge cavity so they basically scrapped out the whole inside of my tooth and filled it. It had hurt plenty of times before but i just thought it was cuz i hadnt been wearin my retainers so whenever it would hurt i would just throw them in and the pain would go away but i was way wrong haha and i feel really bad cuz it cost luisa 75 euros which is more in USD. So mom and dad youre welcome i took care of it here bahahahaha just kidding, in all seriousness tho i only trust doctor frost and i wanna go see him as soon as im back! or sister mclaws brother, not dr. bretzing, he's scary.  For those that wanna know the story behind "what the heck is he saying?!" here it is.....Its a family video we have and its hunter, kolten and derek all in their whitey tighteys and oversized shirts sitting on the floor singing primary songs. My mom was recording them so of course all of them are trying to act so cool. They're singing book of mormon stories and doing the actions to it but hunter skipped the "that my teacher tells to me" where you point to yourself, so kolten stops them in the middle of the song and goes nooooo noooo hunter! Do like this. *motions pointin to himself* Hunter gets the most confused look on his face (he is probably 6 or 7), looks up at the camera and goes,   "what da HECK is he saying?!" Maybe you have to watch it to find the humor but i think any little kids when they swear or say replacement words are so funny because their voices are so dang cute. So thats what i was thinking when i sat in the dentist chair :)
Story #2- Yesterday was just kinda a blahhh day. For starters, i woke up terrified. I had one of those dreams that you jump and wake yourself up, usually its the typical walking then all a sudden you fall into a hole or im playing softball gunna catch a pop-up but right before i catch the ball, my glove disappears and i get slammed in the face...but not this time. This time i cant even remember what i dreamed, i dont know if it was scary or a jumpy dream but about 4 am i woke myself up by sitting straight up and screaming. who the freak does this, right?! Luckily i didnt wake anyone else up but then the rest of the night i couldnt fall back asleep good, it was just rollin around couldnt get comfortable or fall into a deep sleep. And before that i stayed up to watch tv with luisa and luciano so i didnt get to bed late...exo fact- not much sleep that night. So in the morning i was so tired and my neck had been hurting me and i was pissed when i looked in the mirror and saw a zit. No one likes those so i was standing there thinking ughhh todays gunna be a bad day. Fortunately for me, the grandma came over so i just kinda lounged arround with her and leone until she wanted to go for a walk with the kids. This lady and her walks...i know its coming EVERY time. She wants to go on like 3 hour walks every time they come. I dont hate them but i dont love them either, it is kinda nice tho just to walk and think and its so pretty here but i like to do it on my own time, when i want to so i can decided where and when to go with the kids. Regardless, i went with them and about two hours in, we stopped by their cousins apartment where she came outisde to talk and im just standing there feeling like crap. The- slept like crap, feel like crap, you knowww you look like crap haha im sure everyone reading this has had one of these days. These 3 little kids come up to me randomly, they were just riding their bikes and stopped to talk. So she goes off in italian to me and i just smile and say sorry i dont speak italian. So she starts talking to camilla and the little girl is just staringggg at me. Eventually she talks to me again and i say the same thing, sorry i dont speak italian sweetie i dont know what youre saying.....she smiles and goes "waz ya num?" i start to say i dont speak italian again then realize ohhhh thats english just heavily accented so i got all excited because NO ONE here speaks english. Literally have met 1 man from pakistan, 1 man from nigeria and then luisa and luciano. So i got really excited and here's our conversation...
me: ohhhh  whats my name? Im ayrica. What is your name?
girl: Im sarah.
me: well its nice to meet you sarah, do you and your brothers speak english?
Sarah: *motions the so-so with her hand* little bit.
me: Well cool, how old are you?
Sarah: Im 10!!! *smiles all proud*
Me: Oh saaaweet you're gettin big, i have a little sister who is ten. *she looked all confused and says, seester?"  Sister...sorella....you understand?
*awkward moment of silence she just kinda stares the whole time*
Sarah: ohhhh si si waz your sister name?
me: Lydia
Sarah: leedia, pretty.
*More silence. Its kinda awkward cuz she just stares and smiles but i dont know how much she understands so i wasnt quite sure what to ask her and i think she wasnt sure what to say either*
Sarah: Do you have more seesters?
Me: Actually i have 3! Krista is 14, Jaela is 12 then i have 4 brothers named hunter, kolten, derek and kaiden.
Sarah: *huge eyes* That is so manyyyy!* Where do you all leeve?!
Me: laughing- we live in america, in arizona.
Sarah: Wow! All together?!
Me: yup!
Sarah: Wow!! Meeting you is so nice! Im happy i see you on my bike!
Me: Yeah im glad i saw you too *feeling a little bit better about the day cuz kids are just so dang cute and she was so fun to watch her eyes light up and huge smile spread accross her face.
*More silence. She starts talking to camilla after a little bit and im just standing there. I can feel her eyes on me again so i look at her and she is just staring and so i just smile at here again and these next few parts made my day-*
Sarah: Ay-ree-kah...you is vewy booaful *think accents haha*
Me: Aww thank you sarah you're a cutie too!
Sarah: She smiles all shy,  No you is so booaful but you also just  (she couldnt think of a word so she puts her hands up to her face and flicks her fingers all around, smiles super big) i no no what to say but bootaful happy! *she smiles super big at me*
Even tho it was kinda a mellow day, this little girl made me realize how happy i really am. Im so blessed with everything i have and even on my bad days i need to suck it up and stop being so selfish because theres people with far worse problems than sleeping bad, zits, and achey muscles. When i wanna be a downer i just need to keep smiling because i never know who's watching and how i can effect them. She was so cute and definitly made my day, specially as i was walking away when she yelled "Good bye Ay-ree-kah i hope i see you more! :)